I started typing this intending for it to be short and sweet and then it grew really mushy sweet drabble and WOW I’m a fluffy sap so putting under a readmore to spare you haha xoxo

is it silly to be so excited for tomorrow, I mean, I just saw Boyfriend last week for our anniversary but I already miss him so much and god after 4 years I still feel like this and the realization of that is a bit insane.

hah I’m just remembering now…and then there are people all around me who decide to get married after 6 weeks (being the latest example hah)

because you know, when you’re in love you find that it really doesn’t matter and you can suddenly see your life ahead of you and no matter how many times you picture yourself in the future it’s always with him and when you think back to when you were in school and think stories like this don’t happen you keep wondering when is it going to go wrong but then four years pass and it doesn’t and it’s frightening and a whole slew of emotion…

but underneath it all is certainty and conviction and you just know and you can’t wait to see everyone around you go through those feelings because it turns out that stories like that do happen and there is a story waiting for everyone and it’s the most wonderful feeling of…yes.